So Many Directions: In case everybody forgot, I’ve been raising money and preparing for a...
In case everybody forgot, I’ve been raising money and preparing for a missions trip to Peru since March (I think) AND IT’S ALMOST HERE.
I am getting so unbelievably excited. I can just feel that God is going to do some much through me and IN me while I am there. And I just can’t wait to be a…
So I tried to comment on this and Im not sure if everything went through sooo..
" Ugh, I hate being on stage too. Usually I think Im going to throw up and then once off the stage I cry with relief. Its hard.. But one thing that helped me a little was a perspective change. When Im sitting watching someone else, Im looking yes, but never judging. I never want some one to fail. Quite the contrary, Im willing them to succeed. Why would anyone else be different? Nobody wants you to fail, they all want you to do your best, as Im sure you will. Everyone there will be super excited that you came, and are participating and glad to hear what you have to share. And Im always your #1 tumblr fan! Ill be praying for you. Its about bringing God the Glory, stage fright or not, and Im sure you will. I know a girl at church, who gets soooo nervous about going on stage that she can barely get the words she is supposed to say out of her mouth, and almost starts to cry she is so freaked. But everyone admires her for making herself get up there and I know Im always blessed by the courage I know it takes her to get up there. So anyway, its going to be okay! you can do it! This is alot longer then what I tried to comment..
12:33 pm • 9 July 2013 • 11 notes
THIS IS ALL ABOUT ME I KNOW IT
LIES, also when are we hanging out?
8:02 pm • 8 July 2013 • 2 notes
Things I want to say but don’t.
If you want it to work, stop being a drama queen.
Im tired of your single word replies. Come talk to me, I don’t care if you are tired.
Maybe you should stop asking so many questions. Questions can be rude.
You stress me out and make me cranky a lot of the time.
You’re a dork.
Don’t break their hearts. There is nothing fun or honorable about stringing people along.
7:26 pm • 8 July 2013 • 3 notes
Loneliness comes at the most unexpected times.
The feeling acquired when you see pictures of a life you used to be apart of and realize that nobody there even notices you are gone or wishes you were still around. The realization that you gave up a good thing a long time ago and want it back. Seeing other people filling the gaps you left and making the marks you thought were yours alone to make and wanting so badly to have the right to speak up. The loneliness that comes when you’ve got to move on. The acknowledgement that you gave it up for something better, but are still homesick for the friendships and life you used to live.
12:08 pm • 22 June 2013 • 3 notes
I’ve discovered the cure!
Ive discovered the cure for the longing I get for a pet after reading a Robin McKinley book is going to her blog, and reading about her actual pets. I can’t decide if her story animals are created out of a longing for something she doesn’t have, or out of the genuine love she has for her animals. Probably the latter. She seems to be that kind of woman from what I can tell. All in all, I think its pretty considerate of her to tell both sides of the story so that you don’t make an impulsive and uneducated decision based on a thoroughly enchanting novel.
5:12 pm • 19 June 2013 • 1 note
I don’t know what Im doing!
HOW DO YOU KEEP THINGS GROWING AND ALIVE? I don’t know howw! I really don’t! How does one grow a green thumb so that one knows how to grow other green things? WHAT DO I DO??
3:27 pm • 16 June 2013
My Week with Marilyn
I feel so heart broken. She was so unhappy, and so confused. And she died that way. And its so sad.
6:36 pm • 7 June 2013
I could be a librarian. I really could. Montgomery County Library is hiring pages. Which means I could get paid to shelve books and be in a library. I could get payed to be in my favorite place EVER! I applied. I am also a huge nerd. I COULD HAVE MY DREAM JOB.
6:40 pm • 24 May 2013 • 3 notes